after reading xb n xc's entries, i know i'll stay in this club maybe for another decade, if this club is still active by then. tho i've not been into any relationships b4, right now, just the bonding with one another made me wanna invest all my time in them forever.

btw, im facing one big prob now. this friend of mine, susilo, who just came back from new york recently, was supposed to spend her xmas with me and our bunch of friends. but her parents asked her to go back to indonesia to celebrate xmas with them in jakarta... so my bunch of friends had organized another celebration which falls coincidentally on new year eve. shit...ya so it clashes with OUR countdown event. i really dunno how, cuz i promised to attend solitarian's countdown event; on the other hand,i was thinking tt susilo is rarely around. so ya. please give me some advices. REAL advice. i just came out with the idea of meeting them on new year day, so tt i can attend both events. good? all im doing now is crossing my fingers and pray tt susilo can meet us up on 1jan. grrrrrrrrrrrr........